All around

What a pleasant surprise!

Totally unexpected but I was touched. And happy, of course.

Just when I felt the new venture has cost me the time with family and friends. Deprived of a routine hours, the commitment and lifestyle switch has left me wondering whether it was worth it... Dear God, what is it that you want me to see? Dear God, what is it that you want me to do?

I know that every twist and turn that our lives takes has a reason... oblivious as we are at the point...I know. However, I can't help a feeling of emptiness. I've closed a chapter. I'll move on. But part of me has been left with my travelling companions. I can only be with you in spirit and in prayers.

I miss that non-commercial companionship... that non-conditional giving and serving. It was clear that my relationship with God must supercede all other things and my service yeans no returns but THANK YOU, GOD. Thank you for these companions.

Thank you, my companions for not failing to appear when I miss you. The new road for me may be dusty and lonesome but with God, I know that I'm not alone. With you, I know that I take with me part of you and part of your companionship.

Kentigern